I'm 37 years old, a nurse but I have never been in a serious relationship hence why I'm still a virgin at this ripe age.
I earn 1600 euros, mortgaged my own house but I can't seem to find a decent man that will marry me and I don't want to lose my virginity before my wedding night.
To think that when I was younger because of false rumors about me people tagged me a loose girl not knowing that all the while I was still a virgin.
I live in Italy and work in a government hospital so I'm set until retirement. I'm already building my house in Ghana but who will I share it with? I long for my own husband and children. To think that my mates that were loose are already married with kids and I ask myself why me? What did I gain from being a good girl?
I don't keep too many friends ( only two), I go to church every Sunday.
I have prayed and fasted but no result. Is this how I will end up? An old woman with no husband or kids? Where did I go wrong? All my sisters are married and they are all waiting for me the youngest among us to get married too. I want my mother to be able to carry my kids before she dies.
I'm not ugly, I'm cute with a nice body but most importantly I work on having the best character every day no matter the circumstances.
I don't masturbate, I don't drink, I don't smoke and I relate with everyone nicely and gently. I dress well, I cook well and I am nice and neat yet I am not able to find a decent man with a good-paying job but most importantly a good background. I was thinking that maybe I should adopt one or two kids so I will have someone to pour my love on and that will be with me in my old age. One of my sisters, when I brought up the idea, said that she wants to see me with my own kids and adopted ones are not like my own. I frankly disagree because I will love them like my own.
My question is should I go on with the adoption process and will me having kids around not spoil my chances with men the more since they will think that I'm a single mother? And if by God's grace I find a man, will he accept my adopted kids as his own since I don't want my adopted kids to feel different from my biological kids?
Please advise me like a sister. Thank you and Happy new year
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ReplyDeleteDelay isn't denial, i bet you, your set time is here if you really believe in God and seek HIM in spirit and in truth, then the world will hear your uncommon testimony...
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Keep your body away from all appearances of evil..
Never let depression set in, that's the devils trap, know that God's ways isn't the ways of man ..
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